To You.

Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of Mercy
I lay every burden down
At the foot of the cross

 

- At the foot of the cross, Kathryn Scott

How far?

Wowwww it’s been so long since I posted!!:OOO

February has flown by and it’s already march. :/

I feel so… out of sorts.

There are a gazillion things I’m thinking about and haha I just want to sit in my room and crycrycrycryyyyyyyy.

When things get tough Lord, help me to take refuge in the One who can heal.

Calling out.

Lord, take all that I know and break it all apart, take away all my flawed reasoning and my human logic.

For You, my Lord and God, cannot be contained in all that I know, in all of my understanding.

And I so want to get You. I so want to stop questioning You with this faithless and accusatory attitude.

Teach me how to think and feel in a holy manner, Lord. Teach me how You would think and feel.

Goodness

Ohgosh last weekend was so so busyyyyy!!!

On Friday I had track so I couldn’t do homework ://
And on Saturday, I had track in the morning, then cocoon training in the morning/afternoon, then church in the afternoonnnn! Heh so that was my whole Saturday gone :/

And on Sunday, I had the saa series 1 competition so like basically the whole day before was totally unproductive :(( And after I came home I spent the rest of the time studying for geog so again
I couldn’t do my homeworkkkk!:SS

I had quite a lot left, like e and a math weekend assignment, chem weekend assignment, marking physics workbook, and e and a math workbook homework!:///

It was really quite upsetting hehe, like the feeling of having so much undone homework and I just felt so terrible!!:///

But God is truly trulyyyyy good, like I don’t have any math lessons till tomorrow which gave me time on Tuesday to do the math stuff, and there were lots of mother tongue periods too so I could finish the rest!!:))))

It really is like mind blowing how much He cares for us, YOU and me!!:))

Although like it seems so insignificant and small, God really does take care of me very well and arranges everything so so nicely!!<333

He WILL.

I’m so exhausted. Truly.
School has really taken its toll on me, I’m like so so so so tired everydayyyyyy.

On Saturdays I have track and leaders’ training and church ahhhh and on Sunday I have track competitions ahhhh gosh I feel so stretched.

And track hasn’t been too goods either, like on Friday I was sick so I couldn’t train on Friday and Saturday, then today I had cramps which ohgosh just made me feel ohsolousy :/

But I guess there rarely is a day where I feel like I’m completely up for training and psyched for it. And at every training there’s bound to be something that crops up, like if I feel tired (which is most of the time haha). It is such a test of strength to go for training, to put in everything, to wake up in the morning for school, to not give up persevering in lessons and the list goes on and on and on.

But the beauty of the Lord is that He has mountains and mountains of strength to give us, and there’s absolutely nothing we can’t do, because God’s power and abilities are limitless :)

So Lord I pray You’ll sustain me, I pray You’ll help me through all this.

everything

Lord, You hold my world in the palm of Your hand.

Far From Close

School is starting soooooooon!!:SSSS
Ohgosh and I haven’t finished my homework yet and it kind if scares me a little hehehe :)

Lord give me the discipline and motivation to sit down and do my workkkk!!

I have so many apprehensions about starting the next year, about being sec 4, about olevels!!:///

Hahaha I just realised that I used a lot of double exclamation marks in this post heheh :p

Track is so tiringggg, heh I feel like giving up all the time ://
But God I pray that in my weakness and inability, Your strength and power will shine.